S9: Death

"The ultimate form of escape from the troubles of life would be death. Death will take away the pain and put an end to all the tribulations. I call the death a lover.. because I am half in love with an easeful death. I want to make an attempt to escape from sorrows of life …

Life?

"Life is too unpredictable, so, for this reason, we should appreciate it. It's worth living" When I was born, I didn't know what God planned for me for the future. All I remember is that everyone around me was happy for the reason I was born and brought a bouquet of happiness for them. I …

Suicide?

Suicide. This word "Suicide" is a strange word. For those who are committing suicide, it is a source of happiness for them as they're ending their pain but for all those they're leaving behind for them, it's a source of sadness as they get engulfed with pain. It's so disheartening to know that someone reached …

Insanity?

"You don't know me and I'll never tell, if you look at me you'd never know what's really inside, I may laugh and smile, and you'll think I'm okay. I may act sunny and bright, but really I'm dying inside. I'm sinking slowly into a deep dark trench, I wish begging for someone would show …

Rebel?

You know, when all your life you've been a quiet person, someone who doesn't speak up or shares anything to anyone and dies a silent death practically every other night... Then suddenly, you become this rebel. Wanting to speak up, wanting to share your thoughts, wanting the world your people to know what's been up …

Losing someone?

Letting go has never been easy. Losing someone will always be painful. But then I know that in time I have to let go, and for me to do this, I need to forgive myself. Forgiving others is easier than forgiving ourselves. Somehow, I must forgive myself for not being there for him. I must …