Suicide. This word “Suicide” is a strange word. For those who are committing suicide, it is a source of happiness for them as they’re ending their pain but for all those they’re leaving behind for them, it’s a source of sadness as they get engulfed with pain. It’s so disheartening to know that someone reached such a low point in their life that the easiest way out was to give up on their lives.
I’ve always wondered what a person must be thinking about when they were going to take such a step. What were their last thoughts? What was the chaos in their head about? What was the mess that forced them to take this easy way out? Did they talk to their loved ones about their issues before taking this step? Did their efforts to tell a loved one to go unheard? Were they so much pressurized to be financially stable that they couldn’t bear any more agony? What was it that triggered them? What was the battle they were losing against?
I feel suicide isn’t the option. Suicide doesn’t end your pain; it passes it on to your loved ones. YOU are loved for, cared for. YOU matter! Don’t be a coward and give up on your life. Face it, fight it. Talk to people about your chaos, go to therapy. Therapy might seem futile for a while but it’s worth it in the long run. Don’t be afraid. Things get better. ALWAYS. I know you might be like “No, it doesn’t” But it does I promise. It will take time, but it will be better. Be patient? Don’t give up? You have a beautiful life and some people would do anything to be in your position. Some people are less fortunate than you are. They still aren’t complaining and are always smiling. Life is a struggle, but it won’t be fun without these tribulations. Lessons are always learned the hard way. There are billions of people in this world and a lot of them are struggling but they are hanging on and not letting go. PLEASE DON’T GIVE UP WITHOUT A FIGHT!
Suicide won’t end your pain. I know I have mentioned this before. But I say it again! It won’t end your pain. It won’t clear up the mess you are in. It won’t calm the chaos in your head. IT WON’T. Please fall in love with yourself. Please talk to someone if you’ve been feeling low or having thoughts about suicide. TRUST ME, IT’S NOT WORTH IT. YOUR LIFE ISN’T WORTH OF BEING ENDED THIS WAY!
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